Saturday, 21 April 2012

Is this the beginning or is it the end? My heart speaks my Mind denies.

Sometimes my heart ask" is this my life or am i leading someone's life"? my heart speaks but my mind denies.

I have given my whole self to God and to live  only for him, but sometimes my attentions is focused on other things and i live only for those things. my heart speaks but my mind denies.

I love the Load Jesus christ than anything else, but it is someone else i dream of, and long to be with..my heart speaks and my heart denies.

To love is my vocation, but sometimes i find myself not liking this one and not speaking to that one.. my heart speaks but my mind denies.... I pray to God for this and that when I am in need, but it is someone else who listens and provides. My heart speaks but my mind denies.

In pain and suffering i cling to the cross of Jesus, but it is someone else who comforts and provides a shoulder to learn and cry on. my heart speaks and my but my mind denies.

When my soul is troubled i kneel before the tabernacle, but it is someone else who cares and calms me down... my heart speaks and my mind denies.

I say daily prayers and find time to be with the lord, but it is someone else who speaks to me and cheers my heart... my heart speaks and my mind denies.

I my life, someone is visible, but someone i expect is not. So i search for that someone in someone elso... my heart speaks but my mind denies.

In this the beginning of religious life or is it the end... Have I arrived or am i far away from home? Is my life meaningful or is it meaningless? My heart speaks but my mind denies.

Living a life that is meaningful doesn't happen by accident..it's not a matter of circumstance but of choice... my heart speaks but my mind denies.